Second World
By: Erika Hayes
Charles
Nibbly sat in his blue-grey cubicle drumming his fingers. He stifled another yawn and shook his
head quickly from side to side. He sat straighter in his chair and looked at
his reflection in the monitor. He saw the wily cowlick that cursed
him for his entire life had successfully fought off his attempt to tame it with
gel and hair spray. He rocked back in
his chair he pressed his fingers to his eyes then down to his neck and massaged
the knots that had sent sharp pains down his back.
He placed his elbows on his desk and pulled
himself forward. He switched between
Facebook and his Second World game to break the monotony of his day. As he clicked between the two and commented
on political post and a few funny memes on Facebook that made him stifle a
hearty laugh. In Second World, Charles a mighty warrior defended his scantily
clad bosomy computer generated dream girl from an evil magician and his fleet
of fire breathing dragons. It passed the
hours and helped to keep his over qualified mind busy waiting for the next
routine assignment thrown at him by his under qualified supervisor. He felt no guilt for using the company time
for his internet indulgence. His job was
dull and simple. He often wound up his entire day’s tasks in less than thirty
minutes.
To
avoid awkward interactions with his manager Charles occasionally looked up,
feigned frustration and tapped on his calculator. He found that it the best way
to give the appearance of diligent work. He lifted his long lanky limbs into the space
above him to stretch his tense muscles. Rolling his shoulders, he longed for a
life with some adventure. His
postgraduate degree in predictive analytics proved useless
and the economy kept him locked to his desk.
With his
work for the day all but done, his thoughts returned to the epic battle he had
completed before work this morning. After many attempts, Charles had finally defeated
a formable foe in Second World. Inspired
by his achievement, he decided today would be different. He would do something that was truly brave.
He didn’t know what but he knew something had to change. He pushed his thick black rimmed glasses back
to the proper resting place on the bridge of his nose. The familiar chime of a Facebook notification
drew his attention. Or maybe nothing will
ever change he thought. He loosened
his Dr. Who bowtie and threw it in his desk drawer. He clicked back to Second World game where
his beautiful companion stood in the same spot waiting for him legs and breast severely
exposed. He liked that feeling. A woman waiting for him.
Monday’s
were drudgery for Charles he longed to return to the weekend activity of questing
the lands of Second World with his cyber friends. It struck him odd on several occasions that he
had a stronger bond with strangers than his own parents.
Some days Charles felt he should be
embarrassed to be twenty-six years old and still living with his parents, but
he had no reason to find a place of his own. He had job and no bills to speak
of and his mom insisted on doing his laundry. No girlfriend of life either he reminded himself.
A digital
trumpeter signaled that his new quest had begun. The world around him dissipated. Time loses its hold in Second World and soon
his fifty-minute quest was nearly over.
The reward would be the accolades of Xenra his lovely curvaceous
computer generated companion. She would promise a great rewarded when they
entered the platinum member’s, Master’s Private Chamber. Her high-quality graphics gave her a realism
that enticed him to continue to quest day in and day out. Her program gave her all the right words and
sounds when he was alone in his room. Produced to make him feel worthy, and for
now, he was satisfied with her fawning. It was worth the $14.99 a month.
His fantasy
world shattered when the smooth voice of Erin Wu cooed, “Hi Charles.” He slipped
smoothly into this world when he looked up and saw her noteworthy jade green eyes,
thick black hair tied in a messy bun and her slender athletic body.
His eyes
shifted to his computer screen. Xenra stood nearly bare outside the Master’s
Bedchamber waiting for his command to enter.
He quickly clicked the lower left edge of his computer desktop to hide
the evidence of his conquest. “Oh!” His voice squeaked. “Hi Erin.” He cleared
his throat. “Uh—How was your weekend?”
“The
usual.” Her long French manicured fingers rest on the ledge of his cubicle.
“You know nothing too great.”
“Sorry to
hear that.” He pushed his hands over the top of his thighs to smooth out the
wrinkles in his khakis. “So what can I do for you?” He was trying to play it cool
while his mind was absorbing every movement, sound and sight of her. Her floral
perfume wound into his space and he was enchanted. It held him; he longed to wrap
himself in it, in her.
Leaning
around the corner of his space to afford more privacy Erin almost whispered, “I
was wondering,” she paused took a brief look around, “do you play Second World?”
He thrust
his chin back and cocked his head. “Uh—yeah.” he was genuinely taken back by
her question. “Why?”
“Can you
friend me? I don’t have anyone to quest with. I just got started and well,” She
smiled and his heart skipped. The dark
red lipstick against her warm skin made her perfectly white teeth even more
attractive. “It’s just—I need someone to
show me around.”
Charles was
surprised to learn that someone as breath taking as Erin Wu would be playing
Second World. He assumed that most the
people that played Second World were more like him. While Charles preferred NPC (Non-Player
Characters) because the computer generated companions were always willing to go
to the Master’s Bedchamber, if Erin Wu
wanted to quest he was happy to show her the ropes. He would gladly skip the
Master’s Bedchamber for real time with Erin Wu.
“Oh uh,
sure. What’s your tag?” Her face
contorted in confusion. “Your user name” He clarified and smiled up at her
while grabbing a sticky note and a pen.
“Vixen342634”
her lips pouted, “it’s stupid, but it was all I could think of when I signed
up.”
He looked
up from his scribbled note. “Oh it’s not stupid.” He placed the note with her
username to his computer screen, “Do the numbers mean anything?”
Her cheeks
flushed a bright red. “Yeah, I uh—it’s my measurements.”
He couldn’t
stop himself. His eyes traveled up and down her body, “Oh I should have
realized that.” His eye widened when he reached her smile he looked down
quickly. “I mean—uh well—nevermind.” His face burned. The blood in his body was
struggling to determine which route to take, northern or southern. He shifted in his chair. “Oh well, yeah—” His leg was jiggling up and down like a
sewing machine. “I will find you and we can maybe quest today.”
“Thanks!”
the elevation in her voice gave him hope. “I wish my boyfriend would play.” Her
eyes downcast “But he said it was a stupid time sucker for nerds.”
The
shot to his chest was quick and sharp. A
boyfriend, of course she has a boyfriend.
She added softly. “ Um—not that you’re a nerd,
it just he’s kind of a jerk. He just doesn’t get it. You know, like you get it.”
She looked up again and held his gaze.
Charles
chest warmed. Hope flickered and he smiled.
Was she coming on to him he wondered.
Stupid look at her, there is no
way she is coming on to you! “Oh—yeah
that’s cool. I didn’t know you had a boyfriend.” He held his breath.
“Yeah,
but—well never mind.” Her eyes suddenly appeared glassy.
“Oh! I’m
sorry I didn’t mean to pry.” He handed her a Kleenex from his desk. “I—I just never heard you talk about him is all.”
“It’s
okay.” She accepted the tissue and flashed him a quick smile. “I think one of
the reasons I want to play is well, sometimes I just need to get away.” She
looked up than back down again. “I knew
you played and I thought—“
She was
confiding in him. He knew that was a
good sign. She needed someone, and he
could offer his small but strong shoulder. “I just want to—I don’t know I wanted to...” Her
large almond eyes flickered as she tried to hold back the inevitable tear.
“I
understand if you don’t want to talk about it.” He fought the urge to stand and
embrace her. “We can stick to the game. Sorry.” He clinched his fist and struggled
against the instinct to punish himself.
“I didn’t mean to make you upset.”
“No. It’s
okay, really.” She dabbed at the tears that made her already long dark lashes
appear even darker. “I—I could use a friend right now.” she took in a large
breath and exhaled hard. “Can we maybe
talk later?”
Friend, of course friend. I am always their friend. Damn it! He was lamenting when he realized she was staring
at him waiting for an answer. “Sorry—I
just— I mean, you…”
She forced
a smile. “I understand, work and all.” She looked down at her shiny black
stilettoes. “Maybe later?” The small streak
of makeup under her eye had drawn his attention.
“Oh no, I
was listening it’s just that you have a little smear,” he reached up and wiped
the smudge away. “right here.” He pushed back in his chair and crossed his foot
over his knee. “I have time right now, I mean if you wanna talk.”
His reward
was another big smile. She tilted her head down and touched her cheek where his
hand had rested. A warm glow flushed her
cheeks. She looked up and her eyes had changed. No longer were they sweet and
innocent but a sultry look held him mesmerized. Her voice had softened to a
purr. “I would love that.” She turned
slowly never taking her eyes off his.
Charles attempted
to clear his head with a slight shake. He wasn’t sure what had just happened. He knew
that today he was tired of being nobody. No real woman had ever looked at him
that way. His pulse quickened. He shifted in his chair. A bead of sweat
trickled down his chest. He caught his breath. He lifted his hand to stop her
from leaving. “Hey you wanna grab some lunch?”
Many times, he had dreamt of asking her out.
He never believed the opportunity or possibility would arise. He had practiced
repeatedly at home in his bathroom mirror. It would be romantic and memorable.
His palms
were moist. He licked his dry cracking lips. I’m so stupid, ‘wanna grab lunch?’ really? How frickin’ romantic was
that? His thoughts bounced but time
seemed to stop as he watched her for any sign of rejection. The sounds of the
office melted into nothing. He tried not to hold his breath, but found himself
becoming dizzy at the lack of oxygen.
Erin turned
and gave her full attention. She looked
around and gave him her coveted sexy half grin, “Yeah that would be nice. What
time?”
He looked
at his desk clock, lifted his arms and locked his fingers behind his head as he
leaned back in his chair. He could not believe how strong he felt. “Now?” Surprised at his own courage, he sat up
straight again and leaned toward Erin cocked his head. He decided this was his moment then blurted
out, “Or.” Shocked at how loud he had started he deepened his voice and
continued, “Or, we can do dinner.”
She arched
her eyebrow cupped her chin between her thumb and fingers, looked up as if she
were deep in thought. “Hummmm.”
He
attempted to make his intention boldly clear. Charles Nibbly was asking Erin Wu
out on a date. He could barely hear over
the pounding of the blood in his ears. He
lifted his hands and large lump formed in his throat. He thought that he needed
to give her an out and stuttered, “Or, Whatever. You know.”
Then he fought to manage his breathing.
“How about
both?” her mouth upturned into a half smile.
“Yeah,
really?” His voice cracked again like a prepubescent boy.
She let out
a soft seductive laugh. “Really” She leaned over his desk. His eyes immediately
drawn directly to her round ample bosom pushed up in a lacey black bra. She
planted a warm soft kiss on his cheek. “Maybe breakfast?” the purr in her voice
left no question to her intention.
Charles
felt the heat of her breath in his ear.
The hair on his arms stood erect with anticipation. He relished in the
softness of her lips still fresh on his cheek.
He had spent many nights alone in his room with Erin as the center of
his fantasies. He tried to deepened his
voice, “Okay, well let me just shut down my computer.”
He moved
his cursor and hovered over shutdown icon he reached for his jacket, smiled up
at Erin and winked. “Then we can get out of here.”
“Oh and
Charles,” leaning deeper she took his hand.
Her long black hair fell from its makeshift bun and cascaded over her
shoulders. The sweet scent of her perfumed hair coiled into his nostrils. He
breathed in deeply to take in every second of this moment.
“Yeah?”
“It’s time
to wake up.”
He blinked
his eyes, looked up at his computer screen just as Erin Wu walked passed his
desk, and cursed quietly “Damn it!”
That was really good. You had me believing they were really going on a lunch date and maybe something more could come out off it. Your an awesome writer!!! Is there anything you can't do??? ;)
ReplyDeleteThanks Lisa! I love to write, you know in the scrapbooking world the thing that appealed to me most was the journaling. I loved capturing the stories and it simply was a way to allow me to write! I can't touch my tongue to my nose. haha--I just like to try all kinds of stuff. Makes for a great story! :)
DeleteYou are truly developing your craft. Excellent.
ReplyDeleteThank you-- I am trying. :)
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